30 de ago de 2010


Estive muito tempo transtornado, sonhando que eu poderia tê-lo salvado
. E que havia dado tempo, o tempo suficiente. Assim, ele estaria comigo neste instante.
 Mas não. Eu acordei.

O tempo é engraçado. Ele passa e não percebemos. E quando nos damos conta do que passou, já é tarde demais.

Patinhas de Meia - B. de M.e I.

Patinhas de Meia

21 de ago de 2010


The wheel hits ground with a bare touch
You just keep an ear to the ground
Fly in the wind - like revolution
Time stands still, what will your mother say? 

Nothing said in your defence
Life's a sacred remedy
Head or tail, it's up to you

Meet your fate at an arms length
See the writings on the wall
Scare away their exhortations
Time stands still - I'm flying

Sail close to the wind, take your risk
No return, life's a game of gamble
This time, I'm not playing to win
Mind the trap, you will soon fall over

Heal me; wouldn't you heal my wounded heart?
Let the change begin
This day, I promise I will stay
I will stay and walk the way

Theatre Of Tragedy

A Nine Days Wonder

Don't save the day it's not over
We fall for better or worse
I can see the sparkling ice is breaking
I've seen you got a speck of dust in your eye
Act as if there's no tomorrow

Don't fall, stay awake
I surrender
Lie close untill they've gone
A nine days wonder
Days will come; the old once are wiser, and better the truth
Ambiguity speaking
In and out of season the tide is turning
It will be serving you right

We dream of days even stranger
Please stay, get into the rhymes
Turning back, at one way or the other
Proceed, the childhood's end has only begun

You may run - but you can't hide from the truth
May you not rest until they are gone

Theatre Of Tragedy

Hide And Seek

Look at me
A million pictures on the cenotaph
Look at me
There's nothing left but silent epitaphs
Through reassembly I've come to deceive you
Behind interpretations someone's untrue
Look at me
If you could see what I see I know that you would hate me

Do what I will
By no means there are no guards
Promising a strong protection
Lasting through a lifetime
Hide and seek, what you will find
Another day, another time
Where love does not exist

Look at me
I never saw your starlit face
And never heard the words you spoke
Look at me
In countless glints, so smoky gold,
The days shift away leaving you here

Theatre Of Tragedy





The Birthday Massacre
*Pins and Needles

Sigh Of Relief



Arcana - Raspail


Sigh of Relief (instrumental)


As we walk upon the shallow ground
We face the mistakes we all have made
Tears of remorse
Silence... Anxious...
As we say goodbye, we fade away...


In Remembrance



Lost In Time

One Look from you
I turn my back against the past
Your hand on my cheek
the presence of your soul I feel
A caress from you
I see the future so bright and clear
A word of love in my ear
I am lost in Time

As the wind strokes my hair
A shiver in my skin
I see your face in front of me
Forever you are my beloved

A smile on your lips
I feel a tear in my eye
Your hand seek mine
I feel your warm embrace
Your arms around me
I close my eyes and hear your heart
A word of faith in my ear
I am lost in your soul


Out Of The Gray Ashes

When all the fires
and storms have faded
Out of the gray ashes
a seed will grow

When all the
earthquakes have stopped
and the la st bomb
has been dropped
When the last man fall dead
to the ground

Out of the gray ashes
a seed will grow
Out of the gray ashes
a seed will grow



Absent presence
Embraced by silence
Altering tints
Bringing belief

Alarming coil
Wakes wintering will
Wistful thoughts
Autumnal within

Closing season
Adorned with reflection
Tempting solitude
Attempted escape





Outside Your World

I can feel your presence
As real as anything else
I've been longing for you
Ever since you faded away

It's that knowledge of you
That makes me continue
Otherwise my soul
Would just fade away

I'm almost outside your world
Beholding what's been gone for so long


Invisible Motions

A black nothingness
spreads out before me
Even though the pale moon shine
Impressed by the structure
of invisible motions
Nature's own design

A black emptiness surrounds me
Even though the crimson sky shimmer
The knowledge of the void ahead
The anger, the pain, the wrath

A black loneliness has filled me
Even though my hear is seized
By the remnants of a lost life
With the blackness I am pleased

The anxiousness, the anguish
Knowing this is an illusion
The fear I feel, the anger
That this is it, this is the end



We gazed at the sun
one last time
As ashes fell down to earth
Could we see all the signs
Or did we just close our eyes

We watched the stars
just one last time
As our bodies fell
to the ground
Could we have done more
Or were we committed
Limited by greed

Well, now it's too late for our sons and daughters
Can we look upon ourselves with pride
Now it's too late for the earth to recover
Our guilt we can no longer hide


The Last Song I'm Wasting On You

Sparkling Gray,
They're my own veins

Any more than a whisper
Any sudden movement of my heart
And I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away

Just get through this day

Give up your way, you could be anything,
Give up my way, and lose myself, not today
That's too much guilt to pay

Sickened in the sun
You dare tell me you love me
But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way.

You're just so pretty in your pain.

Give up my way, and I could be anything 
I'll make my own way
Without your senseless hate...

So run, run, run
And hate me, if it feels good
I can't hear your screams anymore

You lied to me
But I'm older now
And I'm not buying baby

Demanding my response
Don't bother breaking the door down
I found my way out

And you'll never hurt me again


Good Enough

Under your spell again
I can't say no to you
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand
I can't say no to you

Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly
Now I can't let go of this dream
I can't breathe but I feel

Good enough
I feel good enough for you

Drink up sweet decadence
I can't say no to you
And I've completely lost myself and I don't mind
I can't say no to you

Shouldn't have let you conquer me completely
Now I can't let go of this dream
Can't believe that I feel

Good enough
I feel good enough
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good

And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall
Pour real life down on me
Cause I can't hold on to anything that's good
Am I good enough
For you to love me too?

So take care what you ask of me
Cause I can't say no


All That I'm Living For

All that I'm living for
All that I'm dying for
All that I can't ignore alone at night

I can feel the night beginning
separate me from the living
understanding me
after all I've seen
piecing every thought together
find the words to make me better
if I only knew how to pull myself apart

All that I'm living for
all that I'm dying for
all that I can't ignore alone at night
all that I'm wanted for
although I wanted more
lock the last open door
my ghosts are gaining on me

I believe that dreams are sacred
take my darkest fears and play them
like a lullaby
like a reason why
like a play of my obsessions
make me understand the lesson
so I'll find myself
so I wont be lost again

All that I'm living for
all that I'm dying for
all that I can't ignore alone at night
all that I'm wanted for
although I wanted more
lock the last open door
my ghosts are gaining on me

Guess I thought I'd have to change the world
to make you see me
to be the one
I could have run forever
but how far would I have come
without mourning your love?

All that I'm living for
all that I'm dying for
all that I can't ignore alone at night
all that I'm wanted for
although I wanted more
lock the last open door
my ghosts are gaining on me

should it hurt to love you?
should I feel like I do?
should I lock the last open door
my ghosts are gaining on me